Words..Thoughts..Punctuation..Confusion

I wonder what would happen if I wrote these journal things as I think them.  As in stream-of-consciousness style.  Surely this could be interesting, and I would have no real obligation since I doubt anyone actually reads my journals anyway.  I can do whatever I want here. I like this.  I can fill this space up with sentence fragments that only make sense to me!!  This is my art. Words.  Madness in my brain. Oh wait, just a headache then.  I can scream when nobody's listening.  And no one listens to my thoughts. So I'll scream and close my eyes.  Shutting off all systems go to stop. Stop the screaming now and begin the song.  The song of my love.  The song of my people.  Oh wait..  they have no song.  No song.  But I still hear music, just not a song.  Music.  What a strange word. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Music. Like the words: kerfuffle, jot, weird, ampersand, interrobang.  Yes, my dear spell-check..that is a word.  Interrobang or interabang if you like.  Some of my favorite punctuation marks. They look like this: ‽    I can make more if that wasn't enough....like so ‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽‽    That should be sufficient.  You understand now.  No‽ How is this possible‽  How can you not understand‽  Still not getting it? Think of the interrobang as a substitute for (?!) or (!?). Make sense now? Good!  Crunch. Crunch. Crunch. Crunch. Crinkle. Squish. Munch. Munch. Munch. Munch.  Sprinkle. Swish. Lunch. Lunch. Lunch. Lunch. SNACK. STOP.  Have I confused you yet?  Good.  The picture is cracked. The die is red and has twenty sides.  The stapler needs no staples.  There are four different pairs of glasses..no there are five.  You are my writing utensils in a mug.  The mug is next to the phone.  The phone is next to a box.  The box is grey. It is behind the pots. The pots have seeds for potted plants. The plants are outside of their comfort zone. Cold is not comfortable. Winter is cold. Water is winter.  My body is water.  The human body is capable of maintaining a certain temperature.  Water resists temperature change.  The temperature changes during winter.  Winter happens outside. Outside is cold. Colds are not comfortable.  Sneeze. Sneeze.